wow....one week of school left...i can't believe how fast it came. i wrote a lil something before:

"My first day at Toowong College now seems like a dream to me. It feels like I've known my friends for all my life. Now, the school will be torn down to make way for a Smart Academy. Its funny; we were all saying how we wanted to get out of this school and transfer somewhere else, but when we found out about the transitioning, we realised just how much the school means to us. If it were not for this school, some of us would never have met. If it were not for this school, we would never have a grade this close. If it were not for this school, I would never have met the best friends I have ever had. As the saying goes “You don't know what you've got 'till it's gone”.

i never realised how true that saying was until now...yea i had bestfriends in singapore and i still consider them to be my bestfriends coz i love them...but here its different. since its a small school, we're all alot closer. and there's really no groups since we all basically hang out together.

resentment washes over me and its so overwhelming...i really gonna miss everyone...i want monday and tuesday to be over and done with coz after that, no more exams. but at the same time, i wish the days never come coz i dont want it to end.

im gonna miss everyone...trish lala lyss sam dyl tom ben welly brando izac tim l. salim tim g. sara kate...trish lala lyss sam tim l. & tim g.... least ive got u guys next yr! rest r goin 2 indro...cept brando whos moving away...the bitch! nah jks luv u brando! hmm...luv u every1!!! hope we all stay in touch...we betta *shakes fists*

crap ima miss tom!! lols sad stuff i noe....but i really like the guy: YES!!! I ADMIT! not like he dont already noe but....*sighs* 8 months and i still like him....cant seem 2 get ova him...just yea...i really like him but i think he likes lyss but dunno? anyway sidetracking here...

hmm....its gonna be a hard week...dont wanna go coz sayin bye will be hard. but i wanna go too...not like that made any sense but yea...

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If I could catch a rainbow,
I would do it just for you,
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own,
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me
I cannot build a mountain,
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there

A friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place.

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kk...enuf of this mushy stuff lols! luv you guys...
if friends were flowers, i'd pick all of you!! MWA!!

so highlight of today was soccer in the hall during our lunch break. it was a pretty good game and i think i did pretty well this time round....i didnt screw up anywhere!! YUS. lol but yea...i pulled muscles in my ass though...then ben hipped me on the ass when we both were tryina get the ball out from unda the chairs (opposing teams). so yea made it worse but bens amazing so i forgave him!

um...so tom & i spoke today. lol sounds like a weird sentence but yea. we spoke more then usual. in geography. i really wish i didnt go 2 dyl's party so the kiss wud neva hv happened n it wud be all g wif us kinda. but yea i think it fucked everything up that kiss did. fuck!! um yes...im geography lala and i swapped keyboards and typed msgs to each otha. it was fun. tom started to read what she was typing to me coz he sat behind me. so then lala wrote 'GO AWAY TOM!!' and tom read it out, laughed, and kept reading. then lala went on to type me a question asking if i still liked him but stopped mid sentence when she remembered tom was reading behind me!! but every1 knew what she was gonna ask....how embarrassing!!

then english was pretty normal. ben & i sat 2geva 4 the most part lol. helped him wif his advertisement thingo and 'twas lost of fun. i luked thru his txt msgs on his phone too. lols hes got some pretty funny sent ones that he claims to hv never sent...sure ben! lol nah jks. then came soccer during break then hpe....we didnt do anything really. we were meant 2 do work but we got webber off topic and he started telling us stories till there was less then 5 mins in the class left. then the bell rung lol and yea. ben left afta hpe so i said bye 2 him n we hugged n miss walsh came out and got all nervous and told us bout the 30cm rule. its a stupid rule really...its just a hug!! geez louise...anyway..thats all that happened really. im gonna go catch some ZZzzzz.....

sorry for the lack of postage...4got i had this thing. people from my current sch, i ask you to CLOSE THIS WINDOW RIGHT NOW!!! unless i gave u da link thing....even if i did, u wudnt come so yea close it if i didnt!!!



yes well dyl threw a party on the 29th on october.....the party was fucking awesome!! had the BEST time!! haha sing star! welly kicked my ass @ good charlotte.....i got my ass beat at my own game!! lol it was funny but...haha BEN on sing star!!! lols!!! how funny...no offence ben but it was just funny as! lol u got like 900+ points and welly had like 3000+ lols it was funny as! yea welly beat every1 but lyss....GO LYSS!! i've got some pretty raunchy pix....yes lol...tom pushed nuki in da pool!!!! i felt bad but i cudnt stop myself 4rm laughing! lol it was fucking hilarious!! yes....haha brando with that balloon...brando started rubbing the balloon behind lyss and it freaked her out! it was so funny!! yes i'll leave it there...

umm...i hooked up with tom!! about fucking time hey...didnt wait around for 3 freaking weeks for nothing. 1st time was under the trampoline on the grass....*sighs* 2nd time was on top the trampoline. shit loads of stuff happened on the tramp lols!! yea it wasa dream come true 4 me just kissing him so yea. excuse the cheeseyness. well tom if u read this: soooooo sorry u had 2 hear/read me say/type that! lol but yes...i like u every1 knows so who gives a crap lol. kk...well im high on something if i saying this stuff. i wont say it 2 ur face coz u know...and welly n ben wud give me shit 4 it and every1 wud pay me out so yes..


last week sucked. tom was a fuckass to me...yet i still like him? *raises eyebrow* i dont get how i can still like the guy even though he was a jerk 2 me last week....dont think he meant it though? he meant 2 fucking hit me REPEATEDLY on friday though...bitch. and.....my boobs got hit EVERYDAY last week! accident or intenional i hv no idea. but brandon!! GAH!!! been ur hand/elbow or whole arm away 4rm me lol!!! u didnt get me 2day so yea good. but tim g. did though...it was an accident though. he went 2 tap me on the arm but i moved around coz welly was talkin 2 me so yea. ok enough about my boobs!

um....lets see. von hates me coz i said no 2 him over tom. michael likes me and we're goin 2 the movies this w/e...but 2 me its a just friends thing not 2 him though...hes paying for my ticket...which i do not like. oh well ill buy the food hes got no choice on that. lol. hes an awesome fella and a hottie but ive only known him a month or 5 weeks or sumthin cant remember so yea. not about ready 2 go out wif sum1 i dont know well eunf. but i know more bout him then i do most guys @ sch so yea guess thats a loop hole if i do end up wif him. wuv u michael *mWa*

k so this is too long...ima go now. ya'll tc.